Sunday, January 29, 2006
i visited ghost town, orchard. totally invaded by immigrants. okay, we were all immigrants 'n' years ago. but we dont have the "immigrant immi-face." the only shopping centre alive and kicking is lucky plaza, other than that there's nothing else.
the crowd at gram's place is getting lesser and lesser. i supposed this is what happen for not being family-oriented. but well, the simple gathering was enough for me, though lesser hongbaos. my young cousins had alll grown up, which gav me a reminder of me hitting BIG nineteen this august.
uncles and aunts asked "girl, where's your boyfriend?". they bring up a very good question. The answer is "he's not free, and not ready." it's difficult for girls to swallow this simple reality fact down, but i'll just do it because i believe he will be ready in time to come. till that day, it will be an accomplishment for me. so much for that, i have been upset for the whole day of first day of chinese new year. i have called ling, gab, gp, zefeng, jinghui...that whole lot of people who knock the same senses into me and making me feel so much better. thanks, a word is so not enough. you guys deserve a BIG HUG.
now that, i am at home alone. i have to settle my dinner myself. shannon the big girl now, you have to take care of yourself. :) --> this smile is so not easy to attain. it's so difficult to be me. i need to revamp myself. if i am going to be sucha gan-cheong spider, one day i will leave earth via depression.
till thenn...
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